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I write to Devin every day on his myspace page. I pasted my enteries below. I miss him so much. I still cannot believe this is real. It's a horrid nightmare that just will not end.
Jul 12 2007 7:05A Here we are another day and I miss you more today then yesterday. Someday this will not hurt so much, right? I want one more day, one more hour, one more minute. I feel so empty without you, I still cannot believe this nightmare is real. I miss you dear and I love you so very much.
Jul 11 2007 9:49A I went to work today, pretending I could think about anything but you. Chris needed time to not have to be strong, you know the way he is. Kara misses you so much, she keeps asking me so many questions I just do not have answers to. I'm glad she will have memories of you though, she knows you loved her very much. There is this huge hole in my heart that is growing by the day. This nightmare will not stop. Be at peace, know that we all love you. We will be strong together and get through this, you would not have wanted it any other way. Even though you will not be there for the birth of Zarian, he will know how much you loved him before he was even here, I will see to that. I love you, I miss you so much.
Jul 10 2007 9:28A I love you and I miss you so much. I want to wake up from this nightmare.
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